"Kept myself busy with..."
Is the key. I'll do whatever things that can just to help and kill time; swimming, shopping, coffee-ing, yoga, eating, chatting, blogging, net surfing and etc ... just to keep the momentum on. Can't believe that the feeling still in me "MYSELF". Can't lie to myself that I'm still under recovering stage. I just want to stay away from all the pains and recover as soon as I can. Kept telling myself "No one will care how I fell or how hard to let go there is no point to hold back or self suffering that is just a black hole for me"
Well Friday comes,had a few of drinks at "Overtime" with colleagues and boss. I suppose Friday was my happiest day cause weekend is near and sooner can go over or seeing each other but for now... Things changed. I'm so scare of Friday by Friday. I don't want the time past so fast as it's actually still the same. I started to love workdays instead.
Saturday, was having a photos shooting session with 2 photographers. I'm having so much fun that act like a model. "Thank you for giving me a chance as your model! Perhaps I'm the lousy one, but I will try to fulfill your requirements... hehe act like PRO!" I will now start referring to the magazines just to learn how to post like a star.
"Thank you guys!, I had so much fun of it and just "Thank you!" Can't wait for the next, the pool side shooting? if we are still on for the plan and I still not grow "wider".
Woohoo, sounds fun yeah~
Had a quite busy weekend and I should said this is a better one...
Planned with some tasks for Monday but was on medical leave for 2 days and was bad one. Gastric and fever. The worst part was vomiting, whatever I eat it seems like can't digest and it went up to the throat again and apparently started with coughing again. I seriously think this coming year not a good year for me. Things seems gonna happen and happened to me and just like so happening but with negative sign.
Planned with some tasks for Monday but was on medical leave for 2 days and was bad one. Gastric and fever. The worst part was vomiting, whatever I eat it seems like can't digest and it went up to the throat again and apparently started with coughing again. I seriously think this coming year not a good year for me. Things seems gonna happen and happened to me and just like so happening but with negative sign.
Pale face at work made everyone shock, was better after a day or two but then is Friday again. A weekend with Wedding dinner... caused me a Nightmare +_+"
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